Craddle of Life
I wanted to write three blogs in a week ... its like roller coaster ride, the going up, falling down, spin or hanging upside down ... a thrust of feelings in moments ... but as lazy I am, didn't wrote those ... today it seems i will pen a few of those ... may be not the exact what I wanted to write, but lets try ...First ... life is wonderful ...
well this is what i thought always ... no matter how others treats me ... or how hard life can be to sustain ... life is all about the good moments that stays with you for life ... happiness is not a hard thing to find, its just around the corner ... you can extract it from all the life elements around you ... and you always receive gifts for your good being and positive attitude towards life ... you feel lucky to be alive, feel awesome to be around ...
Second ... life sucks ...
Whatever you do, whatever you expect, whatever you wish for ... life will turn it down, crash it to the bottom of the ocean ... it will turn your sweet dreams to nightmares ... everything you nourished & cherished burned to ashes ... it will hit you so hard that your strongest resistance will look the most inadequate one ... you feel the most insufficient you can ... all your understanding seems bogus, you will experience all hate despair resentment anger in the world ... you wish the worst for the world ... life seems to you has no meaning, no destiny ... you are broken on ethical logical psychological grounds ... dead inside ...
Third ... life is life ...
Well I am in the third, the second in my closet ... I am trying to get the grip back ... holding to the tiniest straw for survival ... letting go a few things ... establishing few more justifications ... life is about challenges, have to deal with hardest one when you are most relaxed ... nothing is fair ... but you can make a difference if you want ... changes are sometime hard to accept, but you have to evolve ... learn a new lessons, wash off few rules, ethics, feelings and instantiate a few more or live with fewer ones ... make the most out of it maintaining balance between what you have and what you want
Nothing or nobody promised me it will never happen ... but I think I am ready to roll the dice, bet and play the ... First ... Second ... Third, over and over again ~:)
posted by foobar @ 10:56:00 PM
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